How are you doing grief-wise? I was just so busy for so many weeks after dad died. Mid-December I ur small group gave me an arrangement that was mainly white lilies. I hated that arrangement. I don't like the smell of lilies (except lily of the valley) and that arrangement was a thorn in my side. I wish I'd just gotten rid of it right away. It was a reminder of loss.
I'm still processing and not wanting to go very deep. I feel like I grieved so many things with him for so long until I really found peace. I don't want to open old wounds.
Yet, I know that I'm grieving. It's just not front and center most of the time.